Good Morning SuperForest!
In my last post I apologized for all that I’d said and posted here on SuperForest. I would like to tell you why.
Since I moved back to Kauai I’ve been engaged in a busy act of internal closet cleaning. I’ve been wandering the aisles of myself and seeing all of the many ideas and concepts stored within me. One day, I wandered into a very old and dusty room in the storage area, and I found myself face to face with a staggering piece of who I was.
If I am a computer, then this archive is my memory, my source code if you will. My operating system. And there I stood, in front of this idea, and I realized with a creeping horror and later a profound relief that I’d been basing everything I did, everything I knew, everything that I was on a belief that upon fresh inspection, was false.
It was shocking. It was this: The idea that I was a person.
Simple enough, right? I, Jackson Nash, am a person. According to this belief I am finite, and fragile. I was born, will live, and one day will die. There are other people around me, and other things, objects, ideas, and such.
This is the basic core value that we are all taught. I was born, I was told that I was a person, and that idea formed the foundation for all additional learning and conditioning.
I now believe that idea to be false.
I am not a person. I am ever so much bigger than that. For if what both scientists the world over and holy beings, prophets and seekers, all agree is true; that where I end and the rest of existence begins is an uncertain line at best, and most likely doesn’t exist at all.
Science has taught me that I am the Universe. My religious studies have taught me the same. How I, in all my Universal glory, got somehow crammed into this man skin and separated from the rest of life is unclear.
My life thus far has been based on an idea that I was separate from the rest of humanity. As I said before, I no longer believe this to be true.
So the idea that I have anything to teach anyone is farcical. If we are all the Universe, there is nothing to teach the Universe. That which contains all contains me and is paradoxically contained within me. I am an eternal golden braid. As are you, I believe.
Imagine being taught that! Imagine being a child and being taught that I was the environment and that everything that I said or did was a part of it, and mattered. Imagine being taught that the entire Universe was you, and that you were it and that there was no separation at all between anything? What a different world this would be. It elevates one from the random flotsam of chaos into a very exalted position of incredible responsibility.
I have learned that we can be taught what to perceive and that perception dictates reality. So each of us are taught a reality. And we live in our parallel realities side by side. This is the heart of separation. Unity consciousness removes all of that separation, and suddenly there we all are, as one, together, mighty, eternal, endless, perfect.
How utterly bonkers!
I had this thought and suddenly felt like I must apologize to you all for my mistake. I am practicing my unity consciousness.
Love,
Jackson
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