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Gooood Morning SuperForest!
I’ve been thinking a lot lately about this lovely site, and the people who write for it and work on it. What is it that binds us all together? What is the common thread that embroiders our lives into this quilt of growth and inspiration?
We are SuperForesters.
But what does that mean?
We are all bound together by our shared experience of the Humanifesto, which I wrote four years ago, as a clarion call for myself and people like me to take responsibility for our own lives and thoughts and feelings. To make ourselves “the Environment.” To reclaim the word environmentalist and shift the definition away from treehuggers, and protestors, and eco-saboteurs, and re-cast it as you and me, living our lives, doing our best.
The Humanifesto states that to be happy and to succeed, I had to take full responsibility for my life, in totality, and that meant taking responsibility for EVERYTHING. Everything. Life, the Universe, and everything. All that I saw, thought, felt, said, and did. Everything.
That is a great deal to take responsibility for. Why did I write such challenging words?
I mean, how can one read the Humanifesto and continue making trash? How can you say you wish to take responsibility for the environment and still live in a world of such destruction and cruelty? Not just live in it, but actively participate in it? How can you read those words and then just go on living your normal life?
I couldn’t.
When I wrote the Humanifesto, I was living in New York. I lived on the seventh floor of a high-rise apartment building. I didn’t know my neighbors. I barely knew myself. I collected my trash and walked it down the hall to the trash chute where I dumped it into a black tube and watched it disappear from my life. I pooped in a flush toilet and watched as countless thousands of gallons of clean drinking water were used as a vehicle to flush my waste away. I walked the streets and saw empty buildings and empty lots, and on the sidewalks in front of them I saw empty people leading empty lives, homeless and hungry, standing feet away from shelter and productive land. None of this made sense to me. And yet, all of it made sense. It was the American Dream at work. The Haves protecting what they had from the Have-nots, who suffered. All suffered together in a continuous ring of suffering and isolation.
I decided to make a change in my life.
SuperForest became my training ground. My dojo. A place where I could record my journey as I set about taking full responsibility for my life. The Humanifesto lists six things that I feel should be inalienable human rights: food, shelter, water, communication, freedom from violence and oppression, and education. SuperForest would be the record of my attempt at achieving those six things for myself and then for those around me. Put on your own life-vest first, and then assist other, my thinking went.
Four years has passed since then. I went from living a rather disconnected and isolated life in a high-rise in New York city to living on a permaculture farm in Kauai, stockpiling my trash and composting my poop. I went from being rather unhappy and dissatisfied with my incredible life, to living in a state of bliss. Rapturous bliss. And it all started with my decision to take responsibility for my life.
If you have read SuperForest from the beginning, you may have noticed that the attrition rate among writers and contributors is rather high. People come into the SuperForest orbit, get enthused, start sharing their journeys, and then poof! Disappear. In my old way of thinking I would have thought that it was all my fault. That I was to blame. My antics, my explorations, my words, my ideas, these all somehow pushed my friends away. Now I know better.
You see, SuperForesting is the most challenging thing I can think of. This dance, this tightwire act, this walking meditation, is very intense, and requires much of a practicing SuperForester. If I am going to try to achieve the six freedoms in the Humanifesto, it is going to take a lot of work, and require that I give my life a thorough examination, to see what, if anything, is standing in the way of me taking full responsibility for my life, my happiness, and the achievement of my goals.
So SuperForesting to me has become a combination of participatory journalism at its truest, combined with personal growth, permaculture, and the practice of complete engagement in each moment of my short life.
No wonder most people come sniffing around, enjoy the upbeat and personal tone of things here, get invested, realize just how much work there is to do on themselves and their environments, and then flee. It is scary and intense to engage your life on that level. Much easier is to return to the old patterns of the quest for money and material gains, formalized education, chemical dependency, sports, politics, pop culture, and all the tried and true means of distracting oneself from the gravity and perfection of each moment.
But SuperForest, the Humanifesto, and I will not let go that easily. For once you have realized that YOU ARE THE ENVIRONMENT, and that by extension, everything is you, then it is darn near impossible to get that sticky thought out of your head. You can distract and distract and hide and distract some more, but in a part of your mind, you will always know what you are doing. You are running. You are hiding. You are running and hiding from yourself.
I came to Kauai a year ago to slow down, face myself, and see what there was in me that I liked and what I wanted to shed. Here in the stillness and motion, I have been able to examine myself, my conditioning, and decide to become an active participant in this game called life, or SuperForest, or whatever you’d like to call it. I have never been so happy. Each day, Melissa and I look at each other and we say thank you to the Universe for allowing us to live like this. Each day is a meditation on bliss, and love, and aloha. Here on this small island, I can see very quickly the power of my words and actions, and how quickly my motion ripples through the fabric of existence for the sixty thousand-odd inhabitants of this wonderful aina.
You can read this and say, well, of course it’s fun and easy to live on Kauai, and be a rich kid, and have a rock star father, and not have a job, and be debt free, and spend your days in a garden. My writing this may be infuriating for some of you to read. Good. I invite you to examine that energy, look directly at it. Dance with it. Because every time I have been jealous or angry or upset with another human being, it was an opportunity for me to practice the Humanifesto and grow through my negative conditioning.
That is SuperForesting. Every single time I get upset or angry, I have to sit and think about why I am upset and what my anger says about me and the way I’m living my life. I must deal with this energy responsibly, (for it’s my energy to deal with) or risk leaking it onto the people and places around me. I have to be the one to turn the other cheek, to be the bigger man. I have to find a way to deal with my trash. I have to find a way to deal with my poop. I can no longer in good conscience simply flush it away for future generations to deal with. I have to grow my own food, and work to rebuild the health of the soil. I have to befriend my neighbors and treat them well and with respect. I have to do unto others, and give thanks for those who abuse me and my love.
Taking on this challenge has been hard, and I have made many mistakes. I don’t mean to make it sound like I am a saint, but I am very very happy, in a way that I don’t see many other people being.
Remember, one happy person is all it takes to change the world. That happy person should be you. What is standing in the way of that happiness? Is it time for a change? I believe I can help.
So SuperForesters, my challenge to you is this: Take another look at the Humanifesto. Really give it a good old read. If you read it and it rings true to you, and you wish to begin SuperForesting in earnest, then decide right here and now that you are in charge, that experience begins and ends with you. That you are the Alpha and the Omega. You are the Universe. The Universe is you. What you do with that knowledge is up to you, but if you are interested in helping me and many others build a better world as an old world crumbles, then this site will be our meeting place. This site is where we share our daily practice. This is our nexus and the germ from which a new culture will emerge. A culture of personal responsibility. Beyond good and bad, beyond judgments, beyond government, above and beyond all that you thought previously possible. Here is where the world is reborn daily.
Here is where we make our stand, together, as one, united, indivisible, with liberty and justice for all.
Love to All,
Jackson
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