Gooood Morning SuperForest!
Have you ever had so much to say, that you couldn’t say anything?
That’s how I’ve been feeling lately. I have so much that I want to communicate to you, so much love to share, but I’ve not been able to. I’ve been all sorts of tied-up inside. And the worst part is: I know exactly why.
I am afraid. I am afraid of losing SuperForest.
Isn’t that funny? Lose SuperForest? How could that even happen?
And yet, I’ve been stuck…
When I started SuperForest in 2007, I felt such freedom! I felt totally free to play and explore because I knew that no one was reading the blog. I was sad that no one read it and I desperately wanted more folks to read it, but at the same time I was happy to be doing what I was doing. I was free to play.
Now, a few years later and SuperForest has 17 Team members! We have thousands of posts up, and people are actually reading this blog. Thousands of people read SuperForest every day! The thrill I feel when I think about this is incredible, but it comes with a feeling of responsibility.
I feel like I must bring as much excellence as I can muster to SuperForest. I feel like I must be the best SuperForester Jackson I can be. And truthfully, the fear that I would fail in this and disappoint everyone has sort of paralyzed me.
So I write this to get this off my chest. To deflate the balloon of fear and doubt that has existed solely in my head, and brought me much torment. Now is not the time for torment, now is the time to work and rebuild this amazing planet.
I just love this blog and the people who write for it and read it so much! I feel a great pressure to be great and have great ideas and be a perfect expression of love because the amazing people around me deserve that.
There is a whole new world growing around us, and an old world slowly and painfully peeling away. I see the amazing signs of this all around me and yet I say nothing out of fear of finding out that someone smarter said it better first.
I have been so afraid that I would say something and disappoint y’all that I simply stopped saying anything, and for that I apologize.
You deserve better.
I, SFJ, resolve to bring to SuperForest nothing but my very best. The purest expression of love I can be.
I am imperfect, tired and cranky at times, sad at times, lonely at times, but in my heart I love humans beings and the wonderful things we create more than anything.
I know that I can seem scattered, and my actions random, but know that behind every choice there is a love for my fellow man so great that it hurts. I feel a love so great that if I cannot share it, I feel like I am doing my species a great disservice.
I will not let the fear of you not liking what I’m saying keep me from saying it.
I hope this finds everyone well out in SuperForest.
Thank you for reading this, and thank you for the most fun I’ve ever had.
Love to All,
SFJ


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